Recently, I have been watching Sugarless, a crazy Japanese drama that revolves around fighting and nothing else. Through this drama, I discovered my first J-pop band (beside News) Generations. (woot!)
Here's my favorite character: Taiji Marumo (Suzuki Nobuyuki). He is a strong character both physically and in terms of his personality-- beyond adorable and so mushy <3 <3 <3
I just returned from the concert and I am completely mind blown!!!
They are indeed Best Absolute and Perfect and I was astonished by their stamina. They went all out for each song and the presentation was filled with maximum energy.
Here's a fancam for now. I shall update when I recover from my exhaustion.
Since the dayyoubecamecold
Wetanddrenchedclothesandsneakers
Iwalkalonedown the 5th Avenuestreets As thelongnightgetsdarker, the rain pours down on my lost self
Evidently, I amunderthedeadstreetlampinfrontofyourhouse
It'slikethegroundiscrumblingunderneathmyfeet
Inthisplaceand timewithoutyou, InahopelessworldIfightwithloneliness Unconsciously,lingeringaroundyou, Ifeellikeabeggar
Apersonlikeyouissuchaconfusingsetofquestionsandanswers
youleftmebecauseyoudidn'tbelieveinmydream Mercilessly,youpushmeoffintodespair in a corner excluded from the world
I find myself in this place whereIseeeverythingtobedark, When we meet,Ican'texpressmygreetings orasinglewordtoyou,
Outsideyourwindow,theforgottenrainandwindblows Indicating ourlovehasbrokenintomanypieces
After today,Iwilltrytoburyourloveinsidea packageoffarewell
Since those old days Weweretrappedinaboxcalledreason, ratherthanaboxcalledemotion Tonight,I’mtrappedinmemoriesofyou Idon'tknowwhy allofourhell-likememoriesarestillinmyhead Idrownmyselfinyourthoughtthatislikeanightmare
Ikeepremembering, myheartissecretlytrembling Thesepastfewdays, theword,lovehasonlygavemescars
Werethememorieswithmesoeasyforyou? Sometimes I wonderwhydidyouthrowmeawaylikegarbage? I knew thatthere’snosuchpromisethat lastsforever But nowseeingyourconfidencemakesmefeelsobadforyou Becauseafter
tonight I won't haveanounceoffeeling leftforyou
Thankstoyou,I won't get hurt again
Tomorrow I will continue on with thesememoriesthat are forever stained
I had realizedeverythingthatwaspointedtowardsmewasn'tlove Youputonthatfakesmileofyours
Youkeptplayingasuffocatinggameofhide-and-seekwithme But nowmysharpthornswillhurtyou Because I have decidedyouandImustcometoanend You taught me emotionsarejust anotherextravagant shizz
And this so calledloveisObsession’sbestfriend And for tomorrow on Iwill havenolingeringattachmentstoyou, There will benone
You want to be a main character in a sad melodrama Even so, we can’t be – you’re so fake, it’s so obvious Other guys are comforting and hugging you Just imagining it disgusts me, automatically making me laugh Every day, I’m part of these arguments that leave me short-breathed I’m tired of giving in to your unconditional standards, you’re just that much selfish I’m all good without you girl Thanks to you, my memories have turned dirty You are erased in tattoo
I have no regrets, I have none Don’t even think that I’ll be waiting for you I have no lingering attachments, I have none Because I gave you everything already Things can’t be turned back, you’re not here Because I don’t have an ounce of emotions left I will cry my eyes out and erase you afterwards Now time to say good bye
A-O-E-E-E-E-E-E (Ay!) I will believe in all your lifes A-O-E-E-E-E-E-E (Ay!) Will you forget a guy like me now?
Don’t tell me those super common lies I’ve never believed them anyway because I can live well without you Don’t ever tell me that you long for me or you miss me You seem like a playgirl and you’ll make me lose affection for you This is you and my last time I’m so mad from my head to my toes because of all the days I wasted by being deceived by you I can’t turn things back and the remaining traces torture me In the past days, the words of love only gave me scars Thanks to you, my memories have turned dirty They remain deeply in me and will erase you
I have no regrets, I have none Don’t even think that I’ll be waiting for you I have no lingering attachments, I have none Because I gave you everything already Things can’t be turned back, you’re not here Because I don’t have an ounce of emotions left I will cry my eyes out and erase you afterwards Now time to say good bye
Don’t worry, this is the last time I won’t bother you anymore
You’re not saying anything, you’re not There’s just one thing I want to say I dreamed a good dream and now I forgot it This is the end, bye bye bye bye Things can’t be turned back, you’re not here Because I don’t have an ounce of emotions left I will burn all the gifts you gave me and erase you Now time to say good bye
Things can’t be turned back, you’re not here Because I don’t have an ounce of emotions left I will burn all the gifts you gave me and erase you Now time to say good bye
This weekend, I started watching an old Japanese drama, Kurosagi and OMG! I am in love with Yamapi's acting once again. His last drama that I watched was Nabuto wo Produce many years ago so this drama was a bit refreshing and I experienced many emotions.
Today started out as one of those rare Saturdays filled with anticipation.
Unfortunately, hope was deferred at around 1:00 p.m. when I realized that life is unfair and it will never give you what you want.
By 4:00 p.m. I found a different method to get what I want.
However, once again, the life was just playing with me. As you are already aware, this is a mad cruel world that can make certain creatures go insane.
I was about to give up, reloading the same website over and over and over AND over again, and at the end getting the same result. Many fans around United States were probably experiences the same events-- exhausted and at the verge of giving up. Even the inspiring words of Bang Yongguk were slowly fading away as the excitement from the day before completely faded away.
At 10:00 p.m. exactly, I was shocked when I passed the page to proceed my tickets order for B.A.P's concert in New York City in the Best Buy Theater. However, I was not going to give in so easily. I knew how this can go-- within two seconds, the same page will display ERROR 505.
Moderately, with some caution, I inserted my blah blah blah information and then BAM!!!
I HAD BROUGHT THE TICKETS TO B.A.P CONCERT!
IT'S OFFICIAL!
I CAN GO TO B.A.P'S CONCERT AND MEET MY BOYFRIEND, JONGUP <3
FYI-- I am from New York City and it took me exactly 10 hours to access the website to buy the tickets. To put it blunt in words, it mad F-ED up!
ANYWAYS, ON MAY 17TH, 2013, I WILL STAND OUTSIDE BEST BUY THEATER NEAR TIME SQUARES TO SEE MY WARRIOR LIVE ON EARTH IN NYC!!! All the babies/warriors out there, I hope you will someday share the same experience and realize that giving up is not an option for us babies.
I will conclude with the wise words of Bang Yongguk, One shot, one chance There’s no second chance,
As I glanced upon this teen boy in casual blue jeans and a plain T-shirt, I was beyond annoyed by the unintended attention he received. Why? I acknowledge his handsome feature-- the small bored eyes, thick lips, the dark messy hair that fit perfectly atop his boyish face and not to mention his slim boy body supported by his not-too-tall but average height. Indeed these characteristics would draw a person's attention but they were not unique or unheard of. Almost any model would fit this description but what made Kai (Kim Jongin) so special?
Disclaimer- I do not own this photo. The use of this picture is solely for entertainment purposes
At first, I decided or perhaps pretended to ignore him. Physical attraction could not possibly compare to a person's personality. In life, we have all come across that hot guy in the school with a crappy personality. So what if he is really hot, the definition for the adjective SEXY? These words are so meaningless.
However, as it became unavoidable for a k-pop fan, I gradually saw more sides of Kai.
On stage, he becomes the center; regardless of where he stands within his group. Within a large group of people, he is easily mistaken as an exclusive person. However, when he communicates his smile brings out his friendly personality When spotted alone, he is observant of his surrounding and surprises you with a drastic change of expression. Yet, when he dances, you are pulled into the act--- the dance moves are not limited to body moments but he also provides an emotional attachment to the song.
One of my most favorite dance from Kai is for the song "Two Moons" from the Exo's album MAMA. I came across this video about a month ago. "Two Moons" has a catchy rhythm but Kai's enthusiasm while dancing actually drew me toward this song. Mind you, he has a accompany while performing this song but his dance moves (although same as the other member) are exaggerated and surpass the limitation of typical dance-movement to a K-Pop song.
(Credited to the fan who is responsible for recording this)
Who is this Kai? Is he destined to shake people of their feet and take a small place in their heart?
At first, I believed that Kai as a rookie celebrity was over-advertised but evidences soon changed my opinion. Today, I view this boy as a container of limitless potential and talent. If one takes the time to stop judging him based on the advertisement method of his company, you will discover an interesting person hidden behind the celebrity image.
~ Misa Chan
Check out my tumble page dedicated to Kim Jongin:
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